Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba is a ministry to those who are in the Body of Christ who want freedom over same sex attraction. Ministering to Christians who want to exchange their life for the life of Jesus Christ's to learn to live by the ways of The Inspired Word of God.
Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba - Releasing Hearts
From A Heart Who Was Same Sex Attracted
To A Heart Of A King And Priest
"... to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, the opening of the prison to them that are bound."Isaiah 61:2
Depart To The Other Side
"For this is the will of God, your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his own body in holiness and honour, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God." 1 Thessalonians 4:3
Jesus became a human being to save human beings, He is our High Priest and Intercessor because He became human. He suffered in humanity so He knows the struggles we go through, therefore, He can sympathize with our weakness..
Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba - Releasing Hearts
Let me introduce myself:
I want to say I understand sexual addiction and drug addiction. I was lesbian sixteen years and to add I was content with my female gender. It will be twenty-five years in December 2019 since I have been in a lesbian relationship or had sexual intimacy with any woman.
even though I wanted to no longer be homosexual, have I wanted to? Absolutely, especially when I had enough of church people and when life got tough and when healing hurt. I've screamed at God throughout my journey of healing and restoration why I could not be lesbian and serve Him; but my heart believes my truth about scripture that I cannot.
To date, I understand my same-sex attraction, and I have received much healing, deliverance, transformation, and sanctification. Today I no longer identify with being a homosexual, but a woman who is restored and able to be heterosexual. I am a person who has to guard her heart against homosexual desire and lust coming back to life again.
To date, I think I have seen all the fragments and understand the reasons that brought forth same-sex attraction and my living a homosexual lifestyle for sixteen years. Even though this attraction still remains it does not define my identity neither does it rule me or govern my senses or actions or way of life. For I understand, it was circumstances, thus I took this on as an identity and lifestyle that formed sexual desire deep within my psyche.
To date these same-sex desires even though they remain in my memory they are weak. I understand them I know why they are there and at eighty years of age I will probably still have thoughts cross my mind.
I have decided to follow Jesus no turning back; so I will not feed them or act on them or choose any reason to nurture them or live them out over Truth over Jesus, His Love and His way of life.
My heart has been changed my soul has been sanctified my mind has knowledge of His Word. I know Torah; I know instructions in righteousness; I know His Love for me and His power that dwells in me, therefore, I will remain faithful as His betrothed bride.
So this site complements and will counsel you with the counsel I have received alongside Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba ministry and blog site below.
The Ministry is Full Gospel, teaching and equipping the saints to become Disciples of Christ and to become His spiritual kings and priests.
Be blessed and be a blessing.
God Sees In You What You Don't See In Yourself
When we have chosen to come out from the old self into the new self, Jesus is the only One who can deliver. Jesus is the only One who can heal and restore us from the fragmented soul of sexual sins that have twisted our spirit and left imprinting on the mind and the pleasure centers of our sexuality.
These sins past and or present cause fragmentation of the soul and keep the soul fragmented unless addressed. A fragmented soul cannot love the Lord our God with all the heart and mind. As much as we try to love and obey it seems fruitless as we go back to parts of the old self.
Why? Because we are double minded, bound in the law of sin and death and the instinctive drives and truth is we are bound by influencing unclean spiritual strongholds. So tossed around to and fro we go wasting months wasting years.
But God!!! Who will deliver me if I set my mind and heart to be untwisted? Jesus Christ will.
We set out in surrender and ask for a seeking heart so He can cause us to tap into what is out there on the net. This way we receive keys, resources, knowledge for our restoration, healing and sanctification.
Be blessed and be a blessing
Redemptive Work Takes Years
Don't go back to your former way because you still have homosexual lust/desire and believe not that you will never get the victory because of this lust.
His redemptive work can take years, many years, but we have to keep walking with Him as His priest, king and disciple as He demolishes this fortified stronghold.
You don't think God doesn't know how incapable we are to overcome same sex attraction; you don't think God doesn't know the judgments against us that enforced homosexuality; you don't think this is why He gave us Jesus for His just judgment that put His Son on a cross. He receives you as your are and if it takes years to overcome before victory and your heart knows His progressive change, He will keep bringing you back to Himself.
And recall sometimes when we are going through things He may be wanting us to recognize it so as to sanctify it and refine it. He wants to expose it and to cause us to search deeper into the grounds of our homosexuality, and this way He writes truth on the heart.
Jesus can then heal it, and then He walks closer to us as He brings us into more wholeness out from the double soul. He wants to bring us to Kingdom spiritual maturity, He wants us to become spiritually mature, other wise we will not be able to walk in the healing and sanctification He has done thus far.
There is no magic wand there is no instant deliverance, it a work of healing a work of restoration and sometimes it is a slow crawl and a long road, and you can make your mind up of "there is no turning back."
Listen you cannot pray the gay away totally, prayer strategies, or therapy does not give you a new brain or body! We are left with memory and truth is we are in a war as written in Ephesians 2:2 "in which you formerly walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, of the spirit that is now working in the sons of disobedience."
Your flesh will war against your mind and your mind against your flesh, the world will war against your eyes, ears, senses and understanding, the spirits of this world will war against you because of sin, strongholds of iniquity, unregenerate flesh, your senses and through media, people, places and things and the church people and her doctrines.
So, the truth is, you will die with your memory of same sex activity and desire. Yes it will weaken and yes your heart will choose The Way, The Truth and The Life over its demands, temptation and memories.
But always remember we are at war till we die, and you have to learn how to get victory over the flesh, the world and the spirits of darkness in all forms and ways.
Be blessed and be a blessing
Sometimes I GET SO ….. well ticked!!
Church people gets up in arms about homosexuality when they themselves forget all reprobates in the world are under the influence of the kingdom of darkness, the adversary Satan.
So why would there not be homosexuals in the world and sexual immorality?
"... that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his own body in holiness and honour, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God." 1 Thessalonians 4:3
This is why in the world we have people who involve themselves in magic, spell casting, invoking elements of the earth and practice witchcraft and necromancy. We have warlocks, wizards, witches, spiritualists and these are clearly associated with the ways of the kingdom of darkness.
So why would the world not have sinners reprobates uncircumcised Philistines who are homosexuals and transgender?
I am amazed by how ignorant some are, but I hold my peace, but not today!!! Have they not read their Bibles that say the whole world is under the sway of darkness?
Have they forgotten that Unbelievers are
"under the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air..." Ephesians 2:2
the devil is
"the ruler of this world" John 12:31
and he is
"called the devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world;" Revelation 12:9
and his angels are with him and the world is under him as he has principalities, powers, spiritual wickedness in high places and rulers of darkness Ephesians 6:12
The truth is non believers the homosexuals the transgender are under
"the domain of darkness" Colossians 1:13
"the dominion of Satan" Acts 26:18
because of many transgressions that gave the devil and his angels the right to indwell them and trap them in darkness. Not to mention the very foundation of homosexuality comes from darkness spirits taking opportunity to build a fortress in the personality, the soul and will of humans.
What is sin? The transgression of the laws of God (1 John 3:4). The root cause of homosexuality is sin, all homosexuals and transgender people have been sinned against, seen sin, been affected by sin, unknowing or knowingly sinned; been tricked into sin thus giving the voices of spirits of darkness access. These spirits then use their powers for legal grounds have been given to fortify themselves to bring the twisting in the soul and the spirit, bringing forth a counterfeit homosexual or transgender personality.
Those who point the finger should be mad at the source and the sins that were committed against us of neglect, lovelessness, incest, physical and emotional abuse, motherlessness, fatherlessness, rejection and the rest. Not to mention the shunning the insensitivity from those in authority and the congregation given out in the name of righteousness!!! These are the ones who wave the bible as if they can recite it word for word!! Right they did not even read or study their bibles, neither do they know the heart and the way of The Redeemer.
These should be mad at the kingdom of darkness for stealing our identity, robbing us of our heterosexuality, our gender to form the false identity. For these spirits were strategic and took all opportunity so they could rob, steal, destroy. Thus a house to dwell in, our bodies to keep us gay lesbian transgender and or believing we are really a boy in a girls body. I have nothing against the people of the LGBT community and neither should the church or those who want to come away from that lifestyle. But they should be up in arms against the principalities, powers and spiritual wickedness in high places in the spirit realms that hold sway and dominion over the LGBT community.
You don't find us ex-homosexuals writing to address their sins or shunning them because of their heterosexual perversion. But, what about the sin against their own body of gluttony!!! What about heresy, all the false doctrine and all the witchcraft in the church that causes them to be blind with scales over their eyes! But no the homosexuals aren't blind they choose to be gay!!! Sure we did, blind guides!!!
Yeh but that’s OK their sins are not as bad as the poofter or the lesso. Don't be gay or lesbian and come into my church, and don't think we are going to embrace you or be your friend you are an abomination!!!
What about all the false signs and wonders, the gold dust, feathers and the fairy floss manner that is so far removed from truth it's not funny! They neither seek Scripture to validate these signs, but just go with the crowd and the Pastor like blind sheep led to the slaughter of their counterfeit.
But no the counterfeit sexuality of homosexuality the gay who has a counterfeit personality has had their identity robbed from them is not like these who are under the counterfeit of The Holy Spirit. They are fornicating with the gods of this age of Jezebel's religion, her and Anti Christ's heresy error and perversion of the gospel, that's different sin against His temple isn't it!!!!
They lay on the ground defiled allowing spirits to manifest in pretending they are interceding as their body jerks, their head rolls from side to side, their stomach rolls and bounce, their one hand shakes declaring anointing anointing anointed I'm anointed. When they are as deceived as the homosexual who is circumcised or uncircumcised, that is who is in or outside the faith.
Some read their star signs, they put up Christmas trees in the foyer and do their Easter egg hunts inviting the congregation to come outside the house of God to fornicate with Astarte in God's face!!!
"... you shall not imitate / be goaded to the way - learn to do after the abominations of those nations ... " Deuteronomy 18:9-12
"You shall have no other gods before me" Exodus 20:3
"You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your might ..." Deuteronomy 6:4-7
"What fellowship has light with darkness ..." 2 Corinthians 6:14
"You shall not bring an abomination into your house (or my house), that you not be cursed thing like it. You shall utterly detest it, and you shall utterly hate it for it is a cursed thing." Deuteronomy 7:26
Demonic spirits work in sons of disobedience (Ephesians 2:2) that is sons and or daughters; and we do not get the title son or daughter unless we have been sealed with His Holy Spirit. So spirits are at work in all us where we have a stronghold of sin either knowingly or unknowingly - playing the game truth and lies, real or false.
If they stopped judging our baggage and bondage and stood themselves up against the gay lesbian bisexual and transgender sin structures and saw they are sinning according to the sins in The Word as much as we are or were.
Therefore, they are in disobedience this makes their actions lawlessness (Matthew 7:23) the breaking of His laws and it brings with it the consequences of your actions (2 Corinthians 10:6; Ephesians 5:3-6; 1 Corinthians 11:31-32) for delighting in unrighteousness (Romans 1:18).
And don't forget not loving His truth and His ways and His holiness and His righteous instructions as how to live as one set apart, set apart for holiness (2 Thessalonians 2:10-11) they may embrace us when we come into the church for salvation.
"Or do you not know, brethren (for I am speaking to those who know the law the Christians), that the law has jurisdiction over a person as long as he lives?" Romans 7:1
"We do not nullify the law through faith? May it never be! On the contrary, we establish the law." Romans 3:31
"No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other ..." Matthew 6:24
"You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons; you cannot partake of the table of the Lord and the table of demons." 1 Corinthians 10:21
His blood does no more give the liberty to sin in homosexuality then it does in gluttony, lying, stealing, self-righteousness, pride, covetousness, drunkenness, incest, adultery, porn, spiritual fornication, the celebration of tradition of a Christmas tree and Easter eggs and sins alike that are written to say we will not to inherit the kingdom rule in the next age.
"Everyone practicing sin also practices lawlessness, and sin is lawlessness." 1 John 3:4
"... let no one deceive you with empty works, for thorough these the wrath of God comes on the sons of disobedience." Ephesians 5:6
"... to the obedience to Christ, and we are ready to punish all disobedience, whenever your obedience is complete." 2 Corinthians 10:5-6
It is studied negligence to judge the person in a bondage of homosexuality and or to shun the homosexual or transgender, or even the one who has had a sex change these who comes into the house of God when there is those who: "having eyes full of an adulteress, and never ceasing from sin, alluring unsettled souls; having a heart busied with covetousness; are cursed children;" 2 Peter 2:14.
Sin is sin, disobedience is disobedience, rebellion is rebellion, stubbornness is stubbornness, spiritual fornication is spiritual fornication and what makes us say one sin is greater then the other when they lead to death.
To deny the basic foundation that people are carriers of unclean spirits and or the fallen angels would deny the ministry of Jesus Christ of casting out demons and the redemption of sin and the ministry of reconciliation.
"The whole world who is under the control of the evil one." 1 John 5:19
"Don't you know that when you offer yourselves to someone to obey him as slaves, you are slaves to the one to whom you obey? Romans 6:16
The homosexuals the transgender are under the persuasion and control of the powers of the kingdom of darkness, the ruler of this age who is
"The god of this world who has blinded the minds of the unbelieving so that they might not see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." 2 Corinthians 4:4
These people are ensnared to darkness to do the will of the god of this world.
What should they do? Love them AND PRAY FOR THE ANOINTING to embrace in His LOVE and PRAY that they come to their senses and be set free and restored from the destruction of darkness.
"... and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, having been held captive by him to do his will." 2 Timothy 2:26
"... the Son of God was revealed, that He undo the works of the Devil." 1 John 3:7-8
To think that gays lesbians bi-sexual's transgender's (LGBT) choose this way of life is to deny the totality of the Scriptures and to deny the consequences of sin and most of all the link from sin to unclean spirits - the workings of Satan, his names, his activities, his origin and the one third of the angels that followed him in his rebellion.
Next time you hear them hit the homosexuals or the ex-homosexual over the head with the bible speak to them about the above truth in their Bible and remind them of the passages they did not read nor understand, yes of course in love!!!
Be blessed and be a blessing
We identify with who He says we are and the healing wrought in us thus far - We were once a homosexual but now we are not any longer
We will be tempted but it is a lust of the flesh that we no longer let come to life but go to Jesus for LIFE and Truth and Way out.
Yes You Will Change
This is the truth: know and accept homosexual lust will be a (strong) part of you.
It will have power over you until He does and YOU AGREE AND PARTNER WITH HIM TO DO a deeper transformation His restoration and His way of sanctification and RENEWAL -
Then you will come into agreement with Him and say from the heart "i am who GOD says i am" holy, a priest and a king.
Be blessed and be a blessing
Who Defines Me?
YOU DON'T DEFINE ME DEVIL - Feelings you don't define me - OTHER PEOPLE, especially those of you who do not understand THE WAYS OF KINGDOM OF GOD YOU DEFINITELY DON'T DEFINE ME -
JESUS CHRIST DOES AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE LORD OVER MY IDENTITY.
Jesus Does Have Something Better Than SSA
There will come many opportunities to give up and many times we will become ensnared in the adversaries net that will cause us to want to turn our boat around and return to the shore of Sin.
Many times we will yield to our flesh and the adversary’s schemes especially if we do not keep our minds renewed and heart focused believing that we can take a hold of His lifestyle above our same sex attraction and our vision that will come to pass.
Truth is without a vision or vision of regeneration, restoration you will waver. You will even want to be restored quickly so you will never have same sex attraction again.
But we know that truth has to set us free and with any gain there is a process and pain.
You will need a word from His Spirit all the time and you will need to be encouraged and built up and mostly counselled for the sea voyage to the other side is no P & O Cruise.
I do not promise you a universal truth of change, some change some don’t it is so complex, that’s the truth.
But you can live His way of life in His Power in His Presence choosing Truth with any memory or desire in same sex attraction. Knowing Jesus receives you not matter what strength is your SSA
Stay humble and open to change and allow yourself to be open to change and open to tell Him just where you are at in your change.
IT IS ONLY HIM WHO CAN DO THIS. HE ONLY HE CAN DO THE CHANGING BY THE MINISTRY OF HIS HOLY SPIRIT TRAINING, LEADING, GUIDING, AND TRAINING, TEACHING, HEALING, RENEWING, SANCTIFYING, AND WRITING HIS LOVE AND WAYS ON YOUR HEART.
Be blessed and be a blessing
Wanting to retain an identity of lesbian gay bisexual transgender will change your focus. You and I cannot overcome homosexuality in our own strength; this is why we came to Him to allow Him to do the work within our heart as we believe we cannot be a practicing homosexual and inherit eternal life as Jesus Christ's Bride.
So let it go, surrender your sexuality to the Lordship of Jesus Christ and take Him as your Lord and Redeemer in that part of your personality.
You can rest that one day your flesh will come in agreement with Jesus to put off the works of darkness (Romans 13:12) and to come out of agreement with the unfruitful works of darkness, and reprove them (Ephesians 5:11).
No longer will you define yourself by your sexuality or sexual lusts or sexual preferences or sexual desires or sexual gratification, or any labels we have taken on board or been given.
But by the real self, the real image of God and how Jesus defines you, restores you, molds you, transforms you, delivers you, and looses you to see the truth of everything that makes up you.
There is no need to demand that you just have to have sexual intimacy, you just have to touch and love some one, you just have to retain the former ways or former self.
NO you don't just have to live out of any counterfeit lie or identity that was birthed by sins against you and by the spirits deception and lies they fed you since a toddler. Neither out of your base animal instincts, for we are to take a hold of a supernatural life His life and one of sexual purity.
Are you happy to remain in the womb of your sin and the deception "once a homosexual always a homosexual?"
There is no license to sin because of memory or because the transformation and restoration is lengthy. NIL!!!
Truth is being born again is having our sinful nature brought to death. Growing up in Jesus coming off the milk to become a king and priest. Serving Him in His Temple, forsaking the demand to cling onto a worldly earthly identity, reveling in sexual gratification.
THE PLAIN TRUTH IS NONE OF US CAN LIVE ABOVE OUR CARNAL DESIRES UNLESS WE ARE EMPOWERED FROM ON HIGH.
And none of us, no one with same sex attraction can get beyond being enslaved to any sin structure attached, unless he or she is truly born again.
When you are progressively born from above you will be thinking like a king acting like a priest, speaking like a spiritual person who has forsaken the base nature and the lusts thereof. You will have come out of agreement with the unfruitful works of darkness, their lies and their ways of molding you.
Take a reality check, you can not stop and camp!!! Grieve your losses move forward roll up your tent or you will be having the same ground hog day this time next year and the year after and screaming at God "why God why?"
His life is the newness of life, a life living in the heavenlies a life of above not below. The carnal that wants gratification and identity apart from God has to die to experience the resurrection heavenly life the newness of life.
Be blessed and be a blessing.
www.overcomingandunderstandinghomosexuality.com is a blog site with many blogs.
www.overcomingandunderstandinghomosexuality.com - check it out for counsel and grace
LEGAL NOTE TO READERS
LEGAL NOTE TO READERS
Books written by myself K Malligan are not directed to LGBTQ persons, I respect the freedom and lives of these people in the earth. I of Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba give all peoples of the earth the freedom to believe and follow whatever a to z religion or belief they want. My audience is to those who NO LONGER for whatever reasons don't want their definition of sexuality. THE RIGHT TO FREEDOM OF THOUGHT, CONSCIENCE AND RELIGION IS RECOGNIZED IN ARTICLE 18 OF THE ICCPR.
The blogs and books contains the opinions and ideas of its author. They are not given away or sold or distributed with the understanding that neither the author/me nor the Christian Ministry Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba the publisher is engaged in rendering medical, health or other professional advice or services.
The strategies outlined in the books are my personal journey, my testimony of healing my desire to walk away from lesbianism so as to heal from my causations of same-sex attraction. I say it was my choice to walk away from lesbianism. The books may not be suitable for every individual; and are not a guaranteed or warranted information to produce any cure or promise same sex desires will end.
No warranty is made with respect to the accuracy or completeness of the information contained herein. If the reader requires such advice or services, a competent registered professional should be consulted.
Both the author/myself and the ministry specifically disclaim any responsibility for any liability, loss or risk, personal or otherwise, which may be incurred as a consequence, directly or indirectly of the use and application of any of the contents of the books, the teachings the prayer strategies or blogs; any books by the author/myself and Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba recommends.
Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba does not claim cure of homosexuality. But believes in line with the teaching of The Bible, the Holy Scriptures that say: “Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s kingdom? Do not be deceived: No sexually immoral people, idolaters, adulterers, or anyone practicing homosexuality, no thieves, greedy people, drunkards, verbally abusive people, or swindlers will inherit God’s kingdom.” 1 Corinthians 6:9-10
Therefore, “...I say, let the Holy Spirit guide your lives. Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.” Galatians 5:16 "For this is the will of God, your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his/her own body in holiness and honor, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God." 1 Thessalonians 4:3
Like my other books and the teachings with prayer strategies I give keys that have come out of years of repentance, restoration, healing and deliverance as to how I believe what the bible teaches. Years of being taught how to get beyond bondages and blockages so I could heal and overcome. So, I could walk in the Spirit of Christ Jesus to live by the ways of The Kingdom of God than the ways of my carnal flesh and its desires and the desires of same-sex love.
I believe there is eternal life in The Kingdom of Heaven in the next life after death, an inheritance in God’s Kingdom. Therefore I have not gone back into lesbianism when life sucks! I believe if I did I would be as one of those who are considered as acting unrighteous (1 Corinthians 6:9-10) and would forfeit my eternity with Christ Jesus to end up in the lake of fire. To me same sex love and sex is not worth eternal death in hell, besides my life is soo much better as one who is no longer a homosexual; I have had healings and blessings that have made me appreciate the greatness of The Power of Christ Jesus.
As we become aware of the fragmentation that fortifies the power base of homosexuality we will be able to take the identity as king and priest unto Him then freely serve Him in His Tabernacle.
Dying to self and the surrendering of the flesh to carry our cross is difficult enough, let alone having legal grounds of sin that would draw us to turn the boat around.
So as we get cleaned up from sins impact and the unclean spirits our journey to the other side will not hindered or halted or abandoned.
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